Birthday retrospective

As many might know, today, 2202-11-04 it’s my birthday and since it was already posted online my birthday, I decided to make a retrospective about the year that I had since my last birthday.

Let’s start with my mental health…

My mental health changed, but not for good, I’m still in the stage that i was last year but a bit more aggravated. Courts and legal affairs didn’t help it at all, only worsened my condition more. Seeing that the paradigm changed but for worse only, makes me unhappy for not being able to fight it adequately.

Retrospective About Love…

I fell in love this year and, as you might have guessed it, I didn’t have any luck in that regard. But I wish her and her boyfriend all the best. Unfortunately, that’s one of the aspects that doesn’t help at all, since when I fall in love, it’s like diving into unknown waters with all my might.

But as a devoted friend, I don’t stop worrying about her, and I’m here for any occasion.

About Friends…

This year was a year that killed my will to have social interactions due to my mental health. It doesn’t mean I don’t care about them, but when I want to talk about anything with my friends, I almost feel like I don’t have the energy required to interact socially.

But as a devoted friend, I don’t stop worrying about them, and I’m here for any occasion.

Retrospective About My looks…

Now I have a Ponytail and my hair is much longer than it was from when i was working and i was able to work. The featured image does not show it because it’s been a year since I took that image. But maybe later I might show the hair. And as always, I’m fighting to have a beard and my face does not want it…. in that case I’m screwed… 😥

I still wear my clothes as a formal person, but I’m trying to use other types of clothes to have a different approach.

And no, Hell no! I won’t cut my hair.

Retrospective About Work…

As I’ve said, working for me is burned out, I try to make something about it, and i only feel worse than i was before. It may take some time for me to be able to work again, but I’m hopeful that I’ll succeed.

About My future…

I still have the will to become a teacher, help the open-source community, and help the people in need.

But in the case of people in need, I’m still too naive about it. And what is blocking me from doing all of those, it’s of course, as you might have guessed already, my health.